Desire

How can you have a deep want filled?
You know its no need, but just as real.
We want to have that in our life.
Never stop hoping, one day it might.
A need is nessasary, unlike a want.
A want desires, to be had, needs don't.
Too long for that deeper want.
Never to be satisfied, always missing.
When it comes, do we ask forgiving?
Do we desire to be satisfied?
If we never receive do we die?
No matter the hope, wishing for.
The key to receive it, is in the door.
How to unlock, to have what is in?
A decision is made, has to begin.
The desire becomes, more than needed.
feelings inside, my ribs feel squeezed.
To think so hard, my mind achs.
If I recive it will my heart break?
Was it worth the price I paid?
 Will I deserve life, many days?
All these questions, wants concern!
Sets my heart a fire, i feel it burn.
All desired lessons, have I learned!?